My major nosebleeds

Today I have had nosebleeds 4 hole times. Just 15 minutes ago from typing this i was laying on my bathroom floor helpless. It just didn't want to stop. There was so much blood coming out of my nose, it was ridiculous. I have had problems with nosebleeds my whole life. I get them a lot but not like this. I've had enough of nosebleeds in my life and therefore I really should go to a doctor about this. My nosebleeds come & go when they want to. Once just 6 months ago my nose started to bleed during a math test... & twice in shoppingmalls.

This is my '' i just hate my life '' face hahah

''Cleaning'' out my Facebook

Today I spent the day ''cleaning'' out  my facebook. I deleted every post I have ever made on facebook. I started using facebook back in 2009. That's almost 5 years of posting pictures & statuses. It took me forever but I'm so glad I did it. When I looked back on every post that I made I felt humiliated and I kept thinking how could I have posted all of this!?. Back then I was a completly different person. I was confused & felt left out most of the time. That reflected alot in my old facebook posts. I do not want to be reminded of that time again. I was friends with people i didn't feel was right for me. Don't get me wrong they were great friends but I didn't feel like I fitted in with them. Looking back on those old posts and pictures it reminded me of how I felt back then. I'm so glad that time is over now. I still to this day get events requests on facebook from people that I knew back then. I handled that to and simply blocked their requests & I feel so much better. All of the old pictures of me and statuses are gone & I feel such a relief for that.

I think it's important to stand your ground. If you don't want something then you're not forced to do it. Cleaning out my facebook is the smartest damn thing I have done in a while. 

I took this picture this past summer. This was on my vacation in balkan. God I miss it so much...